Tony Forbes has shared an emotional reflection on life after losing his son, South African rap star Kiernan “AKA” Forbes, revealing how he continues to navigate grief while finding ways to preserve his son’s legacy through music.
More than three years after AKA’s tragic passing, Tony admits that the pain remains difficult to carry, even as he tries to maintain a positive outlook in public.
In an emotional Instagram post, he opened up about the personal struggles behind the scenes and explained how music has become part of his journey towards healing.
Tony Forbes Reflects on Life After AKA’s Death
Tony revealed that the loss continues to affect him deeply, despite the positive image he sometimes presents publicly.
“It’s been 1,368 days since that night, almost 4 years. In public I put on a positive face but it hurts so much,” he wrote.
His message offered a deeply personal glimpse into the impact of losing his son and the challenges of learning to live with such a significant absence.
Tony also acknowledged that the tragedy changed his perspective on life. Things that once mattered no longer carry the same meaning, although he says he is gradually rediscovering what is important and finding a renewed sense of purpose.
Music Becomes Part of His Healing Journey
One of the projects helping Tony reconnect with his purpose is a song he had originally planned to record with AKA.
He revealed that he had repeatedly encouraged Kiernan to collaborate with him on a track, and the rapper eventually agreed. Unfortunately, they ran out of time before they could complete the project together.
“I nagged Kiernan to make a song with me, he gave in lol. We ran out of time but I decided to still do it,” Tony shared.
Rather than abandoning the idea, Tony has chosen to continue working on the song as a way of honouring the memory of his son.
Tony Seeks Vocalists to Help Complete the Tribute
Tony’s decision to move forward with the unfinished collaboration gives the project an especially personal meaning.
He is now seeking vocalists to help complete the song, creating an opportunity to bring the musical idea to life while keeping AKA’s memory at its heart.
The project represents more than a musical release. It is also a deeply personal tribute from a father who is finding ways to turn memories, love and grief into something meaningful.
As Tony continues his healing journey, the song could become another way for fans and loved ones to celebrate the life and legacy of one of South African hip-hop’s most influential artists.
